Not for the faint of heart....

Today was productive at work. Since I didn't get many emails I flagged all of them to answer tomorrow and made today a "catch-up" day on the stacks and forms I never get around to doing. By 3pm my head was swimming and the compy was starting to blur in front of me. Stupid vertigo. I need to see a specialist or something. I took a long walk, went back and packed up, went home and had a good cry. I cannot give up. I have to keep going. I am so nervous about passing one of my classes, but I have to make it through or I can't walk. Tonight is my ballet class and I hope my head stops hurting by then or I'll never learn my moves for the spring program. On the bright side my friend from my former college spent all weekend with me and I had a great time. She just went home and now I'm kinda sad. If she gets a job here she'll be my roommate, but I'm trying not to get my hopes up too high in that regard. If I may use a sports analogy, I feel as if I'm sitting on the bench with a broken leg and am waiting for one of those motivating "win one for the gipper" speeches. To be fair, there have been some good things happening and yet I can't enjoy it completely because I'm afraid it will disappear if I do. I sure hope it will all be worth it in the end.